Dear sweet Ana, will you be over today?
If you do decide to come, what role shall you play?
Will you be a loving friend who cares?
Or will you be my enemy, pointing out all the stares?
Dear sweet Ana, I never figured this one out,
If you are my friend, then why do you shout?
If you are my enemy, why do you linger?
Your words are sharper than a hornets stinger.
Dear sweet Ana, is Mia coming soon?
The sweetest treats throwing her in tune,
Mia comes with a vengance so strong,
Removing all the things I've done wrong.
Dear sweet Ana, why do you claim to love me?
Dear sweet Mia, why do tell me this is good for me?
My stomaches aches a
For the few that stayed... by BlondeChick, literature
Literature
For the few that stayed...
I tried to make it better, but I guess it was too late.
When we spoke, his words were full of hate.
I knew then, that we would never be the same,
I knew that to him, this was all just a game,
I wanted to fix it, but had no clue what went wrong,
I heard his mindset dancing over every song,
After a while I just gave in,
This time I forfeited and let him win.
My heart was ripped, torn, and shattered,
I wanted him to make it better, but knew I didn't matter,
I knew at that moment, that I had let him define me,
But that wasn't a problem anymore, he was behind me.
My life would forever be changed by that moment,
I had given him my hear
Sit around and talk all day,
Gossip, acting like nothing's wrong,
What about the souls you destroy?
Mutilating them like a childs toy,
do you care about the words you say?
What if they find out one day?
How will you justify the things you've said?
Give them meaningless appologies to fill their head?
But you've never come to realize,
They already know all your lies,
I hope you got your kicks,
So until the day you really mean it,
Take your words and go away,
Perhaps you'll tell me the truth some day,
So when you drown in your sea of lies,
Find someone else to help you survive,
If memory serves me right,
You didn't help those ni
Meet the yellow butterfly,
She's sad alot, and she uses her knife.
Poor poor butterfly,
I wish she was happy, wish she wanted to reach the sky.
Let me introduce you to this butterfly that's blue,
He's happy whenever I want him to.
But that's only because I try real hard,
Whenever he's sad, I draw my joker card.
I hate it to see frowns on my butterfly's faces,
Every time they're sad, I try hard to erase it.
Both of the butterflies are wonderful,
It hurts me when they say that they're pitiful.
Look over at that purple butterfly over there,
Her whispers are carried to me through the air.
Wantings for a better life are always in he
Fall Into Place by beautifully-broken89, literature
Literature
Fall Into Place
I'm sitting her, trying to rationalize,
And the more I think, the more I realize,
That this choice should be made based on instinct.
I shouldn't have to sit and decide what I think.
But I'm afraid that if I don't go, I'll have regret,
And I maybe giving up the only chance I get.
But I don't feel like I should have to compromise for my dream,
It should feel more natural, as unreal as that may seem.
I just feel like everything should just fall into place,
To make up for the tears falling down my face.
I was born on 03-24-90. I was into pixel art in the past, but now I'm enrolled in college so that I can get my Bachelors in Interactive Media Development.
Honestly, I need a place to let my mind flow. So you get that. I don't suggest reading this unless you are heavily under the influence of drugs. I may not be, but I have a feeling most people would need to be.
It feels as though everything in crumbling around me. Things that normally wouldn't bother me, now eat at me. I feel my emotions piliing up, and I realize that I'm just a giant cup of crazy.
I have an amazing boy, that deals with it... but sometimes I know he doesn't get it. He doesn't understand why I am the way that I am. He doesn't understand why I won't let myself get over 140 pounds. He doesn't understand why I go to extremes t
So when I started this site, I had blonde hair that went to my waist, with bouncy golden curls in it. A few years in, I started straightening those curls into sleek golden sheets. In August, I decided that I wanted change. So let me explain.
Over the last couple of years, I've changed a lot. It's to be expected. But I always looked the same. I made some risky choices, and I'll pay for them for the rest of my life.
In March of '07 I let my eating disorder get the best of me. I went from 140 pounds to roughly 115 within a month. I quit eating. Anything more then a spoonful of food, I would promptly purge. I would take pills and all kinds of
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